They keep coming, the people!  I don’t know how to stop them from the fate that comes from being in a home that lives on fear and sorrow.  I try and try to stop them but I am lost….I do not have anymore tears left.  I have wept and I have wept..and the emptiness remains, so I sit and play my songs waiting and hoping…but deep down I know that this is my life, I have made the wrong choice and with my life I have paid.

I never thought my life would come to this.  I have been born into the night by a simple choice.  If only I had known that taking the time to talk with a rather charming man would lead to such sorrow, I would have chosen to stay away….so I sit and wait in this dark and dank room wondering what my life would have been.  If i can share one lesson from my life, it is do not do what I did, reach out to someone who was seemingly in need…for it was I that was the one that was lost.